NCO CAMP Well today suppose to go for the Nco camp which consist of 4 days three nights and wats worse that i cant even attend due to some stupid reasons i did last year that really hated myself for as each time come to think of it,regrets filled my heart entirely.I should really heed thier advice to think before doing anything and as the cause of it might be fatal more on the inside than the outside or shoud i put it in a way that it hurts more in the inside.As a saying goes"It does not matters how many times you fall,it only matter how many times you pick yourself up.Really gonna miss lots from them the bonding time will be even lesser as this camp means really alot before the pass in ceremony this is the last chance of bonding session and after that we may have lots of different things to handle and will most likely be oblivious to the surroundings...well,this is just only a reflection...everything will be fine...
Drifting...drifting...drifting....
The Rejection That Made Me Felt So Bad...
Where should i start from??well i guess i received his sms around 2.05 when i was having tuition,luckily the teacher was taking something outside and as she was oblivious to her surroundings i read the sms with was send by Ming Tian as he wanted to invite me to his house for a small g12 gathering well he is sure a great friend i made with from Evangel christian church.At that point in time i was rather elated as i had been stuck in my house the whole morning and wanted some fresh air outside and wats more it a rainy weather which is rather cooling.And after tuition my mum just don't allow and she didnt gave me any reason all she wrote in the sms was just two words ''NO LA'' that really spoilt the whole thing really and thats the second time i rejected him i felt really bad at that point of time...nevermind gotta give in and scarifice sometimes.oh ya i went to find the song its a very nice song with very meaningful lyrics it below...
NCO CAMP Well today suppose to go for the Nco camp which consist of 4 days three nights and wats worse that i cant even attend due to some stupid reasons i did last year that really hated myself for as each time come to think of it,regrets filled my heart entirely.I should really heed thier advice to think before doing anything and as the cause of it might be fatal more on the inside than the outside or shoud i put it in a way that it hurts more in the inside.As a saying goes"It does not matters how many times you fall,it only matter how many times you pick yourself up.Really gonna miss lots from them the bonding time will be even lesser as this camp means really alot before the pass in ceremony this is the last chance of bonding session and after that we may have lots of different things to handle and will most likely be oblivious to the surroundings...well,this is just only a reflection...everything will be fine...
Drifting...drifting...drifting....
The Rejection That Made Me Felt So Bad...
Where should i start from??well i guess i received his sms around 2.05 when i was having tuition,luckily the teacher was taking something outside and as she was oblivious to her surroundings i read the sms with was send by Ming Tian as he wanted to invite me to his house for a small g12 gathering well he is sure a great friend i made with from Evangel christian church.At that point in time i was rather elated as i had been stuck in my house the whole morning and wanted some fresh air outside and wats more it a rainy weather which is rather cooling.And after tuition my mum just don't allow and she didnt gave me any reason all she wrote in the sms was just two words ''NO LA'' that really spoilt the whole thing really and thats the second time i rejected him i felt really bad at that point of time...nevermind gotta give in and scarifice sometimes.oh ya i went to find the song its a very nice song with very meaningful lyrics it below...
~Ones GReatest Fear,
Lies Within Itself~
'Do as you would be done by.' 'the best uses of the past,
are the lessons it teaches us for the next segment of our lives.'
~Rewind~
