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Friday, June 20, 2008


Yeah,new url means new me...well the other url seem rather weird adding my name in it makes it worst...well as i have also upgraded the blog as decided on not to change the blogskin as its a combination of the blogskin "childhood Memories" and "Christmas blues" nope not gonna change it.haha,actually partly because its almost a dead blog so quiet and silent thats why i added more life in to it...not gonna regret anymore coz wat pass is already pass and the greatest obstacles is actually yourself so just have to overcome the greateat obstacles to a new self...gonna look forwardto more incoming challenges and obstacles...endure people in the camp...perservere till the end great strength comes from the inner self...not more reflections yeah...


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Regrets...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008


NCO CAMP

Well today suppose to go for the Nco camp which consist of 4 days three nights and wats worse that i cant even attend due to some stupid reasons i did last year that really hated myself for as each time come to think of it,regrets filled my heart entirely.I should really heed thier advice to think before doing anything and as the cause of it might be fatal more on the inside than the outside or shoud i put it in a way that it hurts more in the inside.As a saying goes"It does not matters how many times you fall,it only matter how many times you pick yourself up.Really gonna miss lots from them the bonding time will be even lesser as this camp means really alot before the pass in ceremony this is the last chance of bonding session and after that we may have lots of different things to handle and will most likely be oblivious to the surroundings...well,this is just only a reflection...everything will be fine...
Drifting...drifting...drifting....

The Rejection That Made Me Felt So Bad...

Where should i start from??well i guess i received his sms around 2.05 when i was having tuition,luckily the teacher was taking something outside and as she was oblivious to her surroundings i read the sms with was send by Ming Tian as he wanted to invite me to his house for a small g12 gathering well he is sure a great friend i made with from Evangel christian church.At that point in time i was rather elated as i had been stuck in my house the whole morning and wanted some fresh air outside and wats more it a rainy weather which is rather cooling.And after tuition my mum just don't allow and she didnt gave me any reason all she wrote in the sms was just two words ''NO LA'' that really spoilt the whole thing really and thats the second time i rejected him i felt really bad at that point of time...nevermind gotta give in and scarifice sometimes.oh ya i went to find the song its a very nice song with very meaningful lyrics it below...



CHECK THIS OUT

As i was surfing the net i came across some Picture of eye illusions that look different in aonther angle look below and check them out... ...have fun...

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One months Events
Monday, June 16, 2008



The cost of the trolley of rations... ...wow
yeah,bandage off my left arm cant wait for it to recover fully and return to the enthusiastic squad doing push ups with them really cant wait cause of what words can't be described with that special feeling with the squad.Ncos camp is sure near and its gonna start in about 2 days time which is rather near before the greatest fear comes along.well,actually not so bad gather lots and lots of rations last week before in preparations for the Ncos camp they are combat rations which will boost both energy and moral level to the highest.haha,and in every events there will always be a photographer taking pictures as usual and that will none other be me...yeah took quite alot of pictures on that purchasing i trolley of canned food consisting of "ayam brand sardines,baked beans" and some others camp combats rations for the devils.haha,and of course we played like as if we are some young kids with a trolley full of cans and wats more marcus even told shannon "hey must put back whatever u take later okay so take more".I guess this was sure the first time i ever bought a trolley of cans that cost really expensive with the price showing on the screen above and the most unforgetable experience so many passer-by looking its more than enough for 5 months supply of food for a person.After paying for the rations when to the one and only "Panta Warehouse"you will not believe what u saw below the ordinary flats with lots of diffrents kinds of foodstuff.well,have fun browsing below then...

Shannon and Marcus promoting thier stuff ...


Winston promoting having can food will make you stronger than ever...


Its sure tough counting there...


Wow so tempting out there...


Hey,dun pretend to steal one pack ...



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Dun Give Up...
Monday, June 2, 2008


Haven been posting for a period of time, really wander how people are doing now and all i know was everyone want me to get well soon but i dun really want to be treated as a patient due to the arm of mine. Thanks anyway for the sms that u people send me really means lots to me though u all are busy doing your stuff and your arrow for the Npcc squad mates hope everything going fine but if any of u people came across this post i have made something during the period of time i am at home its something special that hopefully will help us for the Ncos camp that is coming very soon like a blink of an eye so i hope u people could come one day. Well i guess that will be out of the question as u people had lots to prepare for the campfire and etc dun worry about me i will be OK and will soon recover. It’s not a big matter anyway as NCOs camp is coming no matter how tough it is we got to endure through together though we feel like giving up dun coz nobody ever give up on us “Persevere”. No matter how tough it will be remember u are not walking alone through those tough times but we are always walking together.


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