Forgive me just like how the water did to rocks...
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Nights like this i just wanna rant somewhere and I suppose this is where i can really do it. I am just days away from heading for overseas internship, Mauritius, Club Med to be specific and it all seems that a part of me couldn't help thinking about the things that I am still worried about over here. Dad's still in the hospital due to some old injuries that came back ever since it heals about 3 years ago and it seems that mum is carrying the burden of the family expenses and fighting against all odds to support the family from falling apart. And here I am a day away from the expo sales of BHG trying my best to work out the expenses I will be facing overseas as well as to lighten the load by not asking a lot for overseas internship, but other than that i felt cant help feeling really helpless. Perhaps that's the reason to why I am always drowning myself with temporary/ part time jobs or should I say to seek a new experience if that's to allow myself to live in denial. A part of me felt that overseas intern wasn't a good choice, whereas another thinks otherwise.
Eventually "I just want to learn to be like water, to go through the rocks perfectly without much fight with the obstacles that lies ahead". Forgive me, just like how the water did to the rocks, although they kept resisting against the flow.
I m back with a month happening into this post, somehow there is just so much to handle even during the holidays with work, gathering with secondary school mates spooktacular ,talent race and also evil plans :D
Firstly, work, kinda work at Crocs for weekdays during this semester holiday and weekends at Converse. No doubt it was sure tough for the first few days adapting to the work environment of Crocs, New environment, products, staff and customers and not forgetting new work attire in blue:D
Medusa and me
P.S.(Pls don't take note of my tired eyes)
Moreover, the time was really difficult to endure when there is no customers and i was force to learn mostly everything on the first day from cashiering to product knowledge and also calling to checking stock as my Crocs supervisor know me before working at Crocs, bcoz she was a really good fren of Medusa, my Converse supervisor and had really high expectations ><
"And once the storm is over you won't rmb how u made it through,how u managed to survive.You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over.But one thing is certain.When u come outta the storm you wont be the same person who walked in..."
The process was really taxing but i m glad to have helpful colleagues who will guide me, blur Joel who is really clueless about everything that is going in Crocs being a real burden most of the time,but through all this i really forged strong bonds with every single one of them be it full time or part time.And this have made me decide to quit work at Converse,since the management i felt was more organised at Crocs, pay was much better and the benefits of the part time is considered by the management as most of the time only full timers were given benefits like staff discount in most shops(:
~Starbucks and Converse Mini family~
However, I will be sure I'll miss all the frens i made around converse from Lee cooper to Starbucks and to Quiksilver and also the kiddy ride areas. If you were to read this, i really wanna thank you all for tolerating all my nonsense all this time,waving countlessly at you ppl when there is no customers and given me free drinks to boost me up for the day when i always seems to be half dead, really appreciate it,it seems all like a mini Vivo family. Thank you so much all this time :D
~5A1 crazy gathering~
Secondly,so so happy to meet up with my secondary school classmates again although it not everyone,but i m really thk those ppl who made the effort to come.Watch Taken 2 and had Lan,steamboat and also talking about the previous retarded things we had in the past when we are still young.Meet up soon again :D
~Donovan the butcher and me the thai prince~
Thirdly, Spooktacular was really fun,was dress up on the 11th as the thai prince for the media preview and was station outside the deadly dolls studio to scare all the staff there,however didnt did any flash mobs that day coz the first one kinda screw up and the rest of it i was too far away from the falsh mob area.Hopefully this coming friday will be something better since i will be taking over the role as the vampire(aka jiang shi).
Foruthly,after much debate the the talent race is gonna be on and going again,i just hope everything turns out well since everyone has their own song alr,but will nid more practice for sure ><
Lastly, manage to execute 2 evil plans so far this holiday really feel satisfying, for both turn out well and made Bella's day,seeing her happy realy makes me smile :D Alrights one more in the making...
~One can choose not have anything,but nvr not to have memories,
Back from Brotherhood chalet in Changi Safra, it's suppose to be a 3 day 2 night event but came back earlier today instead to clear up the mess in my room from all the drilling of the new fan with an in-built light function into the ceiling of my room and also not forgetting i will be working tmr .
But it's really good to see everyone back together after some time, the bunch of peoples who will never fails to make me laugh all the time,6 years and still running(:
Had steamboat,poker, some retarded talks,halo and also cycling :D
Lastly wanna post some SHOUTOUTStoday.
Photo with Jaren at Chalet
Firstly to my dearest brother,Jaren who will be leaving for China for his intern tmr morning,thanks for everything all this while.Although most of the time in school when i met u i will be disturbing u with all sorts of nonsense and retarded stuff u can't tolerate showing me the =.='' face,but i never give in and instead of putting a stop to it i made it all worst,your misery is my happiness:P Wahahaha, TBH when u gave me the picture collage for my birthday i cried,yes i did don't doubt,hahah bet you wanted to take ur revenge and make my misery ur happiness too,but it's bcoz i think i haven really appreciated you as much as i suppose to although i treasure you more than just friends and as brothers of different blood.The pictures seems really normal to others but to me it's more than just pictures they are memories Brotherhood created,with both us going thru every part of it.Nonetheless i m glad i gave made ur last two months in TP a great and memorable one, introducing some of my frens like Lix,JH and the rest to brighten up ur day:D
Lastly do take care alright,i will miss your presence in school.Thks for the guidance all this while really grateful,all the best for ur trip this coming morning,I will miss you(:
Feeling slightly sad now just like this song => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqgSwS1cHq0
Next,to brotherhood really treasure all of u all alot and i really want u all to know if u ever chance upon reading this,pls know that u guys are awesome and had become a part of me :D
Love u guys,in no particular sequence,
Winston(wild boar)
Zun Siong(Q mo)
Vianney(Nam-hock-ha)
Marcus(Panta)
Sheng Jie(Dugong)
Ivan(Pork)
Wei Qiang(Kai-zhua aka cockroach)
Jaren (Chicken NeNe)
Aloysius (White Dick)
Cheng Zhang(Muscle man)
Xing Qian(Mother Puss)
Shannon (little cutie boy)
you guys are really special to me(:
I know that Shannon have left for army and due to certain stuff he had left the group but if u ever read this just wanna let u know will always be welcome back into Brotherhood alright,u're nvr forgotten in our hearts:D
Lastly,Happy birthday to Kay Yan aka Kayla hope to catch up with ya real soon alrights:D
Alright Peeps,today is also known as the formal Monday, had presentation skills(previously known as comm skills in the past ) and it was first time wearing full suit in school with blazer,to be honest i m kinda excited.HAHAHA.But full suits or formal dress codes also means more stress as we had to remember the scripts before presenting,cue cards, cue rings,pens and presentations slides will become ur best fren then as u nid to be familiarize with them .Hmm but still i kinda stuttered a little here and there although i remembered my script,l things just don't flow through brain processor,guess when u're nervous everything seems to be in screen saver/power saving mode and when you know it everything just when blank on me.Aiyoo >.<
But rather that was a pretty good experience didn't met my expectations though,but next time will be better for sure that's where learning takes place eh??:D HAHAH that reminds me of this song
Secondly,I kinda love this quote a lot by Thomas edison he quotes 'I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.' which also means that no matter what just keep trying and i thought about it in the bus and maybe sometimes it's not about how many times u fail,but instead how many time you tried to pick yourself up and continue fighting,Jiayous my friends for the mistake that we made allow it to be lessons for for a better presentation in the future!!:DD
And also to my project team thks for all the encouragement all this while and also to my classmate,Jiahui stay the happy and cheerful girl alrite!!:D
Lastly,Yayy and the preview for the talent race is done and gotta be submitted tmr,click below to view it!!:D
But the song is making me to feel sad, coz it's a song compose for graduation and i miss all my secondary school friends!!:<
Yes,your eyes is not playing tricks on you,this is the first post of mine for the year 2012,new updated blog skin, new friends,new events and lastly new experience !!^^V When recording in School today for LRM talent race 2012, thought it would be pretty dreadful to go back to school today but turn out to be better than i thought it would be.Met Hannah, Rachel Sam and Vanessa for a cover.Initially wanted to cover I won't give up by Jason Marz but somehow he strumming patterns won't fit in the bridge portion.Alternatively, we cover the song title 'Good times we had together' a song compose by Hannah for her graduation in YJC ,here is the link of the piano cover of hers.
I really like the lyrics of it and somehow i had tab out the guitar cover for them to sing to it,moreover, the way they harmonize with one another really surprise me because they had really awesome voices!!Especially when u hear them sing at the auditorium,whoops yes we somewhat broke in coz it's not lock and what's more there is air con on a hot day which makes it even more tempting to enter!!Like the saying goes rules are meant to be broken!~(:
hehehe saw Isabella too(aka PigBella), while practicing at the south wing of business block,she was memorizing her script for her Japanese role play!!Gambateh eh, All the best to ya!!^^V
LOL i guess todayy was awesome received a text from my dearest cousin in the morning and she texted "Grins and huggs,hope this text start ur day with a happy note!!!"hahah and it practically did!!((: Hmm its not a very big thing but really appreciate it coz its not like ure gonna received morning greetings from everyone since life is often pressurising most of the times!!So hopefully many ppl will text each other like that more often and the world will be much brighter!!((:
hahaha that was one of the things that made my day but was pretty tired today morning although i did nothing much though i practically slept everywhere i go!!!LOL in the bus to the train to the hawker center to Marcus house after reading physics on magnets and its properties!!!hahaha OMG i feel more like a PIG!!!>.<(LOL i know the pig above is very cute :3)I desperately need some time to train up had been indulging in so much good food!!Well i guess when the mouth-watering food is place in front of ur eyes its simply irresistible!!PASTA AND BAKE RICE ROCKS FROM PASTAMANIA((: okayy thats random!!
Ya hope that my frenz who took their chinese listening comprehension will get full marks and best of all a distinction for it if possible too!!((:YAY got back my grades for the respective subjects too did pretty well but nid to pump up more oil(JIAYOUS) for com-humanities though!!LOL yeah lastly i hope Viona ,Marcus and Rasel and e rest of my frenz continue to study hard!!HARD WORK PAYS OFF WELL WITH GOOD RESULTS AND HOPEFULLY I CAN SEE URS TOO!!GAMBATEH PPL((:
Hmm todayy was quite fulfilling though the day was not started very well coz of some small re-adjustments went out with the crowd to have an hour of lan with he clique before crashing the books!!hahah cheers to our team even though we lost by a small margin of L4d2 scoresXD haha then proceed to poppeyes to study and it was full of our noises till Ji Tiong and Marcus came back after bringing rasel to create a bank account for himself.Opps i suppose we talk for some time before really getting serious on to stuff!!LOL funny much!!
Got my colleagues package from Gmarket and got a watch for my supervisor in converse and called just now to see if she had recovered from her illness!!Awesome much she felt better now!Gonna pass it to her for the guidance she had given me for the past one plus!!((:Hopes there will be loads of smiles tmr and it may be my last month working there too((:
Now for some random stuff all e best to Ji Tiong and Viona for their orals tmr!!JIAYOU YEAH PPL!!!haha and the rest too for their up coming exams!!
Hmm and also kinda miss all my frenz and especially YOU and ur angelic smile always!!((:
Forgive me just like how the water did to rocks...
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Nights like this i just wanna rant somewhere and I suppose this is where i can really do it. I am just days away from heading for overseas internship, Mauritius, Club Med to be specific and it all seems that a part of me couldn't help thinking about the things that I am still worried about over here. Dad's still in the hospital due to some old injuries that came back ever since it heals about 3 years ago and it seems that mum is carrying the burden of the family expenses and fighting against all odds to support the family from falling apart. And here I am a day away from the expo sales of BHG trying my best to work out the expenses I will be facing overseas as well as to lighten the load by not asking a lot for overseas internship, but other than that i felt cant help feeling really helpless. Perhaps that's the reason to why I am always drowning myself with temporary/ part time jobs or should I say to seek a new experience if that's to allow myself to live in denial. A part of me felt that overseas intern wasn't a good choice, whereas another thinks otherwise.
Eventually "I just want to learn to be like water, to go through the rocks perfectly without much fight with the obstacles that lies ahead". Forgive me, just like how the water did to the rocks, although they kept resisting against the flow.
I m back with a month happening into this post, somehow there is just so much to handle even during the holidays with work, gathering with secondary school mates spooktacular ,talent race and also evil plans :D
Firstly, work, kinda work at Crocs for weekdays during this semester holiday and weekends at Converse. No doubt it was sure tough for the first few days adapting to the work environment of Crocs, New environment, products, staff and customers and not forgetting new work attire in blue:D
Medusa and me
P.S.(Pls don't take note of my tired eyes)
Moreover, the time was really difficult to endure when there is no customers and i was force to learn mostly everything on the first day from cashiering to product knowledge and also calling to checking stock as my Crocs supervisor know me before working at Crocs, bcoz she was a really good fren of Medusa, my Converse supervisor and had really high expectations ><
"And once the storm is over you won't rmb how u made it through,how u managed to survive.You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over.But one thing is certain.When u come outta the storm you wont be the same person who walked in..."
The process was really taxing but i m glad to have helpful colleagues who will guide me, blur Joel who is really clueless about everything that is going in Crocs being a real burden most of the time,but through all this i really forged strong bonds with every single one of them be it full time or part time.And this have made me decide to quit work at Converse,since the management i felt was more organised at Crocs, pay was much better and the benefits of the part time is considered by the management as most of the time only full timers were given benefits like staff discount in most shops(:
~Starbucks and Converse Mini family~
However, I will be sure I'll miss all the frens i made around converse from Lee cooper to Starbucks and to Quiksilver and also the kiddy ride areas. If you were to read this, i really wanna thank you all for tolerating all my nonsense all this time,waving countlessly at you ppl when there is no customers and given me free drinks to boost me up for the day when i always seems to be half dead, really appreciate it,it seems all like a mini Vivo family. Thank you so much all this time :D
~5A1 crazy gathering~
Secondly,so so happy to meet up with my secondary school classmates again although it not everyone,but i m really thk those ppl who made the effort to come.Watch Taken 2 and had Lan,steamboat and also talking about the previous retarded things we had in the past when we are still young.Meet up soon again :D
~Donovan the butcher and me the thai prince~
Thirdly, Spooktacular was really fun,was dress up on the 11th as the thai prince for the media preview and was station outside the deadly dolls studio to scare all the staff there,however didnt did any flash mobs that day coz the first one kinda screw up and the rest of it i was too far away from the falsh mob area.Hopefully this coming friday will be something better since i will be taking over the role as the vampire(aka jiang shi).
Foruthly,after much debate the the talent race is gonna be on and going again,i just hope everything turns out well since everyone has their own song alr,but will nid more practice for sure ><
Lastly, manage to execute 2 evil plans so far this holiday really feel satisfying, for both turn out well and made Bella's day,seeing her happy realy makes me smile :D Alrights one more in the making...
~One can choose not have anything,but nvr not to have memories,
Back from Brotherhood chalet in Changi Safra, it's suppose to be a 3 day 2 night event but came back earlier today instead to clear up the mess in my room from all the drilling of the new fan with an in-built light function into the ceiling of my room and also not forgetting i will be working tmr .
But it's really good to see everyone back together after some time, the bunch of peoples who will never fails to make me laugh all the time,6 years and still running(:
Had steamboat,poker, some retarded talks,halo and also cycling :D
Lastly wanna post some SHOUTOUTStoday.
Photo with Jaren at Chalet
Firstly to my dearest brother,Jaren who will be leaving for China for his intern tmr morning,thanks for everything all this while.Although most of the time in school when i met u i will be disturbing u with all sorts of nonsense and retarded stuff u can't tolerate showing me the =.='' face,but i never give in and instead of putting a stop to it i made it all worst,your misery is my happiness:P Wahahaha, TBH when u gave me the picture collage for my birthday i cried,yes i did don't doubt,hahah bet you wanted to take ur revenge and make my misery ur happiness too,but it's bcoz i think i haven really appreciated you as much as i suppose to although i treasure you more than just friends and as brothers of different blood.The pictures seems really normal to others but to me it's more than just pictures they are memories Brotherhood created,with both us going thru every part of it.Nonetheless i m glad i gave made ur last two months in TP a great and memorable one, introducing some of my frens like Lix,JH and the rest to brighten up ur day:D
Lastly do take care alright,i will miss your presence in school.Thks for the guidance all this while really grateful,all the best for ur trip this coming morning,I will miss you(:
Feeling slightly sad now just like this song => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqgSwS1cHq0
Next,to brotherhood really treasure all of u all alot and i really want u all to know if u ever chance upon reading this,pls know that u guys are awesome and had become a part of me :D
Love u guys,in no particular sequence,
Winston(wild boar)
Zun Siong(Q mo)
Vianney(Nam-hock-ha)
Marcus(Panta)
Sheng Jie(Dugong)
Ivan(Pork)
Wei Qiang(Kai-zhua aka cockroach)
Jaren (Chicken NeNe)
Aloysius (White Dick)
Cheng Zhang(Muscle man)
Xing Qian(Mother Puss)
Shannon (little cutie boy)
you guys are really special to me(:
I know that Shannon have left for army and due to certain stuff he had left the group but if u ever read this just wanna let u know will always be welcome back into Brotherhood alright,u're nvr forgotten in our hearts:D
Lastly,Happy birthday to Kay Yan aka Kayla hope to catch up with ya real soon alrights:D
Alright Peeps,today is also known as the formal Monday, had presentation skills(previously known as comm skills in the past ) and it was first time wearing full suit in school with blazer,to be honest i m kinda excited.HAHAHA.But full suits or formal dress codes also means more stress as we had to remember the scripts before presenting,cue cards, cue rings,pens and presentations slides will become ur best fren then as u nid to be familiarize with them .Hmm but still i kinda stuttered a little here and there although i remembered my script,l things just don't flow through brain processor,guess when u're nervous everything seems to be in screen saver/power saving mode and when you know it everything just when blank on me.Aiyoo >.<
But rather that was a pretty good experience didn't met my expectations though,but next time will be better for sure that's where learning takes place eh??:D HAHAH that reminds me of this song
Secondly,I kinda love this quote a lot by Thomas edison he quotes 'I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.' which also means that no matter what just keep trying and i thought about it in the bus and maybe sometimes it's not about how many times u fail,but instead how many time you tried to pick yourself up and continue fighting,Jiayous my friends for the mistake that we made allow it to be lessons for for a better presentation in the future!!:DD
And also to my project team thks for all the encouragement all this while and also to my classmate,Jiahui stay the happy and cheerful girl alrite!!:D
Lastly,Yayy and the preview for the talent race is done and gotta be submitted tmr,click below to view it!!:D
But the song is making me to feel sad, coz it's a song compose for graduation and i miss all my secondary school friends!!:<
Yes,your eyes is not playing tricks on you,this is the first post of mine for the year 2012,new updated blog skin, new friends,new events and lastly new experience !!^^V When recording in School today for LRM talent race 2012, thought it would be pretty dreadful to go back to school today but turn out to be better than i thought it would be.Met Hannah, Rachel Sam and Vanessa for a cover.Initially wanted to cover I won't give up by Jason Marz but somehow he strumming patterns won't fit in the bridge portion.Alternatively, we cover the song title 'Good times we had together' a song compose by Hannah for her graduation in YJC ,here is the link of the piano cover of hers.
I really like the lyrics of it and somehow i had tab out the guitar cover for them to sing to it,moreover, the way they harmonize with one another really surprise me because they had really awesome voices!!Especially when u hear them sing at the auditorium,whoops yes we somewhat broke in coz it's not lock and what's more there is air con on a hot day which makes it even more tempting to enter!!Like the saying goes rules are meant to be broken!~(:
hehehe saw Isabella too(aka PigBella), while practicing at the south wing of business block,she was memorizing her script for her Japanese role play!!Gambateh eh, All the best to ya!!^^V
LOL i guess todayy was awesome received a text from my dearest cousin in the morning and she texted "Grins and huggs,hope this text start ur day with a happy note!!!"hahah and it practically did!!((: Hmm its not a very big thing but really appreciate it coz its not like ure gonna received morning greetings from everyone since life is often pressurising most of the times!!So hopefully many ppl will text each other like that more often and the world will be much brighter!!((:
hahaha that was one of the things that made my day but was pretty tired today morning although i did nothing much though i practically slept everywhere i go!!!LOL in the bus to the train to the hawker center to Marcus house after reading physics on magnets and its properties!!!hahaha OMG i feel more like a PIG!!!>.<(LOL i know the pig above is very cute :3)I desperately need some time to train up had been indulging in so much good food!!Well i guess when the mouth-watering food is place in front of ur eyes its simply irresistible!!PASTA AND BAKE RICE ROCKS FROM PASTAMANIA((: okayy thats random!!
Ya hope that my frenz who took their chinese listening comprehension will get full marks and best of all a distinction for it if possible too!!((:YAY got back my grades for the respective subjects too did pretty well but nid to pump up more oil(JIAYOUS) for com-humanities though!!LOL yeah lastly i hope Viona ,Marcus and Rasel and e rest of my frenz continue to study hard!!HARD WORK PAYS OFF WELL WITH GOOD RESULTS AND HOPEFULLY I CAN SEE URS TOO!!GAMBATEH PPL((:
Hmm todayy was quite fulfilling though the day was not started very well coz of some small re-adjustments went out with the crowd to have an hour of lan with he clique before crashing the books!!hahah cheers to our team even though we lost by a small margin of L4d2 scoresXD haha then proceed to poppeyes to study and it was full of our noises till Ji Tiong and Marcus came back after bringing rasel to create a bank account for himself.Opps i suppose we talk for some time before really getting serious on to stuff!!LOL funny much!!
Got my colleagues package from Gmarket and got a watch for my supervisor in converse and called just now to see if she had recovered from her illness!!Awesome much she felt better now!Gonna pass it to her for the guidance she had given me for the past one plus!!((:Hopes there will be loads of smiles tmr and it may be my last month working there too((:
Now for some random stuff all e best to Ji Tiong and Viona for their orals tmr!!JIAYOU YEAH PPL!!!haha and the rest too for their up coming exams!!
Hmm and also kinda miss all my frenz and especially YOU and ur angelic smile always!!((:
~Ones GReatest Fear,
Lies Within Itself~
'Do as you would be done by.' 'the best uses of the past,
are the lessons it teaches us for the next segment of our lives.'
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~Rewind~
